Saturday, December 31, 2011

End of 2011

A couple years back I read a survey about first-time bloggers: something over 70% stop blogging within 90 days.  That was about as far as I got last spring, so my identification with the demos is secure!  Between administration, teaching, writing, and recovering from my February skiing accident, last spring went by in a flash.  And this fall was just as hectic, as I worked on teaching, wrapping up my book Talk About Virtue, and various Morse Academic Plan (NYU core curriculum) projects and programs.
The highlights of the fall in the MAP were lunchtime presentations to the MAP faculty and graduate students by Richard Arum, my NYU colleague and the author of the terrific, terrifying, and inspiring Academically Adrift; Louis Menand and Alison Simmons came to speak on the re-shaping of the Harvard core; and Menand spoke a second time on topics addressed in his insightful book The Marketplace of Ideas.
Another highlight of my fall--though I'm not sure every student would agree--was teaching my large Texts and Ideas course, part of the core curriculum, for which this blog is named: The Deliberating Citizen.  More on that later.
Finally, I must mention Occupy Wall Street, a movement I was initially very skeptical about but which has become a central interest.  More on that later, too.
Now it's New Year's Eve, my particular friend is preparing pasta Bolognese, the champagne is chilling, and doubtless like thousands of bloggers around the globe, I commit to trying again with this blog in 2012!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Esa Pekka strikes again

Another glorious evening (with one dry spell: badly rehearsed Haydn with a very dull first violin) at Avery Fisher tonight as Esa Pekka drew a stunning performance of Bartok's Duke Bluebeard's Castle out of the enormous orchestra, along with a radiant Michelle de Young and a brooding Gabor Bretz.  Yes, these are cliches when applied to a soprano and a bass, but in this case, they were realized on stage with real power.  De Young was seductive, playful, frightened, repulsed, intrigued, hopeful, and loving in turns -- not only in her expressions, but in her voice; and Bretz was tragically woeful, anxious, and sexy, violent bass version of Tony Leung.  (I'm a fan of Wong Kar Wai, and I'm reading "Three Kingdoms," so I have wuxia films on the brain.)

Though I'm exceptionally busy teaching, writing a proposal for the American Philological Association, and preparing two lectures to give in Canada this Thursday/Friday, the few hours of listening at Lincoln Center were exemplary of the kind of otium Cicero finds most refreshing:

Quaeres a nobis, Grati, cur tanto opere hoc homine delectemur. Quia suppeditat nobis ubi et animus ex hoc forensi strepitu reficiatur, et aures convicio defessae conquiescant. An tu existimas aut suppetere nobis posse quod cotidie dicamus in tanta varietate rerum, nisi animos nostros doctrina excolamus; aut ferre animos tantam posse contentionem, nisi eos doctrina eadem relaxemus?

You're asking me, Gratius, why I take so much delight in this man (the poet Archias, whose Roman citizenship Cicero is defending).  Because he provides me with a place where my spirit may be refreshed from the noise in the lawcourt, and my ears, worn out from arguments, can relax.  Do you think that speaking daily on such a wide variety of topics can come easily to us if we fail to cultivate our souls with learning?  Or do you think that our souls can bear such heavy strain, if we do not relax them with this same learning?    

Perhaps Haydn, Ligeti, and Bartok aren't doctrina, exactly--Cicero is speaking of literary pleasures--but I persist in thinking that his point applies.   

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Hungarian Echoes and contemporary music

Last Thursday I got on the subway very ready to listen to some music.  It had been a busy, appointment-filled day -- largely administrative meetings rather than wrestling with conceptual problems -- and while those days leave me tired out, my brain isn't "full" in the way it can feel after a long afternoon reading Arendt or Horace.  Also, we had bumped into Esa-Pekka Salonen on the plane from Chicago last Sunday (though I didn't approach him to say how happy I was that he was conducting in New York, since he had that harried, Sunday-evening-flight look on his face that I know intimately from the mirror), so there was a small touch of close-brush-with-celebrity excitement in play as well.   I've liked Esa-Pekka for years, mainly because he has always struck me as the real thing, not only a strong conductor with an ambitious vision and good taste who, as I understand it, helped make the LA Philharmonic a great hall but an accomplished composer and (always important for me, I confess) an attractive, charismatic presence on stage.

While I was anticipating a satisfying evening, my expectations were overturned -- not the moment the concert began, with Haydn's sixth Symphony (Le Matin), which the orchestra played perfectly well -- but with the opening chords and bangs of Ligeti's Piano Concerto.  I didn't know a thing about modern music when I was young, but now I can't imagine life without it, and the gloriously well-constructed yet explosive hotch-potch of ideas and sounds in the Ligeti reminded me how much I have come to rely on musical experiences to reveal something important about the modern world.
The concert ended with Bartok's Concert for Orchestra, more familiar than Ligeti, rousingly played, the waves of passionate sound produced by the massive string sections at some points just grazing a resemblance to the best possible film music.  (That's a compliment, in this case.  I'm not talking about Howard Shore!)

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Busy month of recovery

In mid-February I took a nasty fall on the slopes of Squaw Valley, California, and suffered a severe concussion that's made keeping up with the blog (let alone the daily work-pile) very challenging.  I'm now more or less back on track and have plenty to say, starting with my reading over the past few weeks -- more de Beauvoir, Christopher Isherwood, and Robert Pippin on movies, as well as Esa-Pekka Salonen's marvelous concert series "Hungarian Echoes."  Now, dinner followed by a concert of new music in Brooklyn.  Until soon!    

Monday, February 21, 2011

A delightful moment in Adams

Opera rarely summons up a grin quite like the one I had on my face at this moment (4.20 in the clip).
And here's the scene I mentioned yesterday, where Pat Nixon comes into her own:
I'm finding that Nixon in China has an unexpected capacity to resonate with things I'm thinking about (mass communication, the nature of civic art, tyranny and self-absorption in Seneca's Thyestes) as well as the quotidian practices of life (planning trips, choosing clothes to wear, interacting with people of different ethnicities, running meetings, dealing with the unpredictable and irrational behaviors encouraged by certain types of institutional hierarchy).

DuBois and Cicero

As I rush to finish up a paper for a conference publication on panegyric that concentrates on Cicero's praise of Caesar in the Pro Marcello, I turn to W.E.B. DuBois' The Souls of Black Folk -- which Jim Tatum's and Bill Cook's terrific book African American Writers and Classical Tradition led me to reread a couple of months ago, and which a new paper in progress by Sharon Krause on non-sovereign freedom reminds me of again today -- in particular, DuBois' painfully acute insights into "the sense of always looking at one's self through the eyes of others, of measuring one's soul by the tape of a world that looks on in amused contempt and pity." Cicero's speech is painful to read for related reasons: it is a proclamation of self-abnegation and obedience in a voice that insists on responsibility, volition, will, and agency even as it marks how these things are withering away--worse, how the very effort to recapture them is advancing their destruction.  What gives Cicero a heroic stature in this flattery-filled speech is his insistence on seeking a way forward through the experience of self-loss.  

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Nixon in China

Though baritone James Maddalena (singing Nixon) was not in good voice, the Met's debut of John Adams' Nixon in China was thoroughly engrossing.   Since last night my thoughts have returned repeatedly to three moments in the opera, which I'll just mention quickly for now in the hope of elaborating further on them tomorrow.  First, Nixon's's lines at the start (perhaps among the best known of the libretto):    
News, news, news, news, news, news, news has a kind of mystery, mystery, mystery
When I shook hands with Chou En-lai
On this bare field outside Peking
Just now, the world was listening, listening, listening
These lines are sung in a staccato that conveys Nixon's excited self-importance but that also hints at a stutter, recalling to me themes of anxiety, guilt, fear, and self-censorship from Melville's Billy Budd (which I'm rereading right now for other reasons).
Second, the repetitive hum shot through with fleeting lyric fragments accompanying many busy scenes filled with people--Americans, Chinese, soldiers, dancers, diplomats, banqueters, street-cleaners.  No sound in an opera house is, I think, so utterly demotic.
Third, Pat Nixon's remark (beautifully sung as wry, comical, and sympathetic all at once) "This is prophetic," lifted from her recorded comments during a tour of Peking: the line ripped her character out of the playbook I'd at first thought she'd been plugged into, the reluctant First Lady, and gave her an heroic, almost biblical dimension.
Just a start, since I'm still on post-concussion hours.  

  

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Howard University, the pleasures of survey, and reading notes

Now more or less post-concussion, I'm getting back to work with Helen Morales, with whom I co-wrote a letter to TLS a few weeks ago, on the possible rescue of Howard University's Classics department.

When I teach the graduate survey of Latin literature, as I'm doing this term, I find it difficult to take it seriously as work: it's too close to sheer pleasure.  The imperial canon is fascinating, the state of scholarly criticism is generally high, and the students (invested in doing the reading as preparation for their exams) have interesting things to say.  Unfortunately the concussion has put some pressure on that preparation, and put a serious crimp in my other reading, so along with Seneca's Thyestes, this week I did little more than indulge myself with watching one of the very few television shows I take real delight in, no doubt in part for its slash value (see my earlier comments on Patrick O'Brian).

On a more adult note, I made notes for future reading: Jane Kneller's Kant and the Power of Imagination; Nightingale and Sedley's Ancient Models of Mindand Jim Porter's huge new book on Greek aesthetics.

Tonight: John Adams' Nixon in China.

Concussed but recovering

I fell or was crashed into at Squaw Valley last week; I have no memory of the event or the subsequent ten hours or so, but after a week of concussion-caused brain fog and exhaustion, I'm well on the road to recovery.
Recent reading includes the last of Patrick O'Brian's glorious sea novels, Blue at the Mizzen, which I read with real regret that there are no more to come (I will not read "21," tugged out of O'Brian's notes).
I vividly recall my first encounter with O'Brian in a used bookstore on Valencia Street in San Francisco in 1998 or 1999: the book (Master and Commander) caught my eye, in one of those happy accidents you come to wish with all your heart had happened years before; I pulled it off the shelf, crouched on my heels to get out of other customers' hair, opened the book, and over an hour later realized that my knees were close to permanently locked in their deep bend -- so utterly had the book pulled me into its world.  (I reacted the same way a couple of years later to J.G.A. Pocock's Machiavellian Moment, when I lifted it out of its Amazon box on the floor of my study, a few blocks away from that bookstore, and came up for air in a state of shocked excitement hours later.)
Fellow discoverers will recognize that first thrill of meeting the Aubrey/Maturin pair (which I am far from the first to write about).  Put all thoughts of the movie out of your head:

The music-room in the Governor's House at Port Mahon, a tall, handsome, pillared octagon, was filled with the triumphant first movement of Locatelli's C major quartet.  The players, Italians pinned against the far wall by rows and rows of little round gilt chairs, were playing with passionate conviction as they mounted towards the penultimate crescendo, towards the tremendous pause and the deep, liberating final chord.  And on the little gilt chairs at least some of the audience were following the rise with an equal intensity: there were two in the third row, on the left-hand side; and they happened to be sitting next to one another.  The listener farther to the left was a man of between twenty and thirty whose big form overflowed his seat, leaving only a streak of gilt wood to be seen here and there.  He was wearing his best uniform--the white-lapelled blue coat, white waistcoat, breeches and stockings of a lieutenant in the Royal Navy, with the silver medal of the Nile in his buttonhole--and the deep white cuff of his gold-buttoned sleeve beat the time, while his bright blue eyes, staring from what would have been a pink-and-white face if it had not been so deeply tanned, gazed fixedly at the bow of the first violin.  The high note came, the pause, the resolution; and with the resolution the sailor's fist swept firmly down upon his knee. He leant back in his chair, extinguishing it entirely, sighed happily and turned towards his neighbour with a smile.  The words 'Very finely played, sir, I believe' were formed in his gullet if not quite in his mouth when he caught the cold and indeed inimical look and heard the whisper, 'If you really must beat the measure, sir, let me entreat you to do so in time, and not half a beat ahead.'
              Jack Aubrey's face instantly changed from friendly ingenuous communicative pleasure to an expression of somewhat baffled hostility: he could not but acknowledge that he had been beating the time; and although he had certainly done so with perfect accuracy, in itself the thing was wrong.  

Monday, January 24, 2011

Literary history, The Wire, and soup

Yesterday and today were typical start-of-term days, when the brain bounces from one thing to another with reason but without much rhyme.  Along with working on my chapter on political judgment in Horatian satire, I've been gathering my thoughts for the opening week of my graduate course, a survey of imperial Latin literature.  When did Rome's literary history begin?  When did it end?  What do we mean when we speak of the end of a literature?  The claim can be made that Roman literature exists today, and not only because there are still a few thousand people in the world who read it.  The genres we treasure--the family sit-com, satire, political oratory, epic war stories--are Greco-Roman in flavor.

One text I've had to cut from my survey for reasons of time is Petronius' Satyricon, a marvelous prose satire that (unusually for classical literature) features a character who's worked and cheated and fought his way up in the world, who began from slavery and now lives a rich man, vulgar and boastful, full of meaty life, obsessed with death.  Sheer violence doesn't play the leading role in Trimalchio's life that it does in Stringer Bell's--though Trimalchio suffered from a daily grind of sexual exploitation whose humiliations his self-satisfied jokes don't quite mask--but because I finished the third season of The Wire last night, the two stories of men pushing their way from poverty into luxurious legitimacy resonate.  There are classical references in each tale--Trimalchio quotes epic, McNulty finds a leather-bound copy of The Wealth of Nations in Stringer's elegant apartment.  Both fear betrayal from friends.  Both insist on obedience from younger men and women who resemble them in their days of powerlessness.

The day is freezing, the coldest of the year, and ends with the comforts of hot winter vegetable soup and a friend's voice over the telephone.  As Pepys would say: and so to bed. 

 

Friday, January 21, 2011

Postwar, continued

Reading Mulgan has led me back to the accounts of Greece and the Balkans (and the Brigate Rosse and the Baader-Meinhof Group)in Postwar by Tony Judt (a much missed colleague).  Instead of rereading some of the war writing I already know very well, say Robert Stone's Dog Soldiers or Wilfrid Owen, I've started Simone de Beauvoir's The Mandarins.  This arrived under the Christmas tree, literally, fulfilling a wish to try out her fiction that I've had since I heard Toril Moi speak a couple of months ago about Stanley Cavell and Beauvoir's She Came To Stay.
 

Anatomy of a party

Greetings--groans, talk of my wrenched back--back injuries in general, why they feel particularly debilitating--holiday travels--hearing from an old penpal after a break of many years--the difficulty of keeping up with old friends.  Greetings--from reading John Mulgan's memoirs to this festive party not an easy transition--more greetings--congratulations on the new book!--a glass of wine--chat about holiday doings--greetings by guests on their way out, forced to leave early for a grandchild's birthday party.  Greetings to colleagues, shop talk: the mood at the APA in San Antonio happier than last year?--the ongoing parlous state of hiring in Classics--job interviews--the rules prescribing inquiries into one's personal life during a campus visit--questions about children--questions about religion--story of a Jew asked by a Catholic whether she thinks she'll fit into the small rural Catholic college she's visiting--a happy ending to the story--Catholic education and Jesuits--what does the S.J. stands for?  Refill.  Try Mulgan story again.  An affectionate, nicely put together speech by the host: the work that goes into a book--the difference between architecture and book-writing--his wife's book, brilliant--congratulations--laughter, applause.  Good speech by a happy author: an account of the book and the thinking behind it--smiles, nods, applause.  Back to Mulgan for a third try--despairing, depressive books that we love anyway--the appeal of memoirs about war very difficult to describe--the disillusionment wreaked by war--the disillusionment of post-war intellectuals on the left--why disillusionment is now an always-already state, if it exists at all--memoirs, still politically acute these days?--the memoir-style short fiction of the South--trying to understand the American South--memorializing civil wars different from memorializing other types of war--fiction that tries to say the unsayable--Holocaust fiction--Holocaust memorials--Germany coming to terms with the Holocaust--the social impact of sentimental and melodramatic TV in the 1960s--the Eichmann trial.  Greetings from a new arrival--introductions--Kantian ethics not only in the second Critique--ancient medical writing: how one enters that field of study--the influence of early Greek medical writing on philosophy--the discovery of nerves in the third century BCE--the limits of describing ancient philosophy as a battle between teleology and mechanics--Tim Lenoir's work on 19th century Germany--visions of the body/mind relation in Leibniz.  Interruption: comparing calendars.  Refill.  Greetings--the work of the new semester--a seminar on the novel--Lukacs, Bakhtin--the task of choosing novels to read alongside the theory very difficult--David Foster Wallace---how to juggle the demands of work--relief that Tino Sehgal's Guggenheim piece is not running this winter, mixed with regret.  Time to go?  Time for a bite of cheese.  Now time to go.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Getting my head back in my administrative job

I write and teach, but I also work as an administrator: I direct the MAP, or Morse Academic Plan, NYU's general education program.  My office runs the courses that must be taken before graduation by every NYU College of Arts and Science student, as well as students in the schools of business (Stern), the arts (Tisch), education (Steinhardt), and other units.  It's an enormous endeavor: we mount about one hundred courses a year across nearly thirty departments, and that's counting just the core courses, not the foreign language and the expository writing courses that constitute part of the MAP.

As administrative jobs go, it's interesting, varied work: I work with departmental chairs ensuring that good faculty teach our courses; I maintain the curriculum in close contact with our instructors and the faculty committees that oversee new courses, check in on current offerings, and plan for the future; I work on graduate student pedagogy, because our courses rely on grad students to teach labs and recitations; I do PR for gen ed across the university, which involves raising the profile of the program among students and faculty and reminding the higher administration what resources we need to keep things moving; and I put out the occasional metaphorical fire.  I've got two terrific Associate Directors who do all manner of work to keep our courses up and running, and faculty and students happy.

But it *is* administration, and there are frequent moments when I need to take a step back, take a breath, clear my head, and think hard about how and why universities work the way they do.  Since I spend more than enough time in front of a screen every day, I turn to books rather than blogs.

At the top of my list on universities is Bill Readings' The University in Ruins.  I don't agree with every argument Readings makes, but I find its dark vision of education and its purpose provocative.  When I'm full to the brim with talk about "academic excellence" and "outcomes" -- Readings is especially good on the meaninglessness of the first term as it's currently brandished in academe -- I turn to this book.  The author died young in a plane crash, and I'm sorry I'll never meet him.


Also on my shelf is Jennifer Washburn's University Inc.  I first read it when I realized that I'd agreed to  direct a program in FAS (the Faculty of Arts and Sciences) without knowing much at all about the S.  Washburn concentrates on the relationship between commercial and foundational research funding and the sciences in American academe, but it includes food for thought for all of us, especially around pp. 218, on the move to put humanities and science courses on-line.  This is a complex issue, and one we need to discuss collectively as faculty now before we find ourselves unhappily forced to lecture to cameras and "talk" to students by IMing them -- or unhappily forbidden to do so -- depending on how you look at it.  


More on this topic soon.  I've got some letters of Cicero to read, and a Wire episode to watch later tonight.



 

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Back from travels

Spent January 4-9 in San Antonio, soaking in the stuff of academic novels, that is, the Annual Meeting of the American Philological Association.  At the APA, especially if your calendar is crammed with committees, it's difficult to focus on reading at a much higher level than space opera, so it was Iain Banks on the iPhone for me: his new book, Surface Tensions.  Then a few days of skiing in Utah, including a glorious time on the steep upper cirque of Snowbird.

Now back home, I'm reading John Mulgan's Report on Experience (1947) -- a marvelous work, mailed off from Athens in the spring of 1945 to his wife in New Zealand just six weeks before Mulgan shot himself up with a fatal dose of morphine in a Cairo hotel room.  At times the book slips into Hemingway overload -- "bright streams running down the sharp green hills to the clean sea" -- but when Mulgan is reflecting on the pleasures men derive from going to war, the tragic dilemma that binds New Zealanders who want both to stay in the most beautiful land on earth and to escape its narrow, narrow bounds, and on the harsh friendliness of Greek villagers, his prose compels.  Mix the Ford Maddox Ford of A Good Soldier with a less self-indulgent Siegfried Sassoon; add C.K. Stead for local color and Jill Lepore for sharp wit and Martin Amis for brushes of humor that add surprising lightness to an otherwise dark and grieving work.



"This was an odd period, the beginning of World War 2.  It is not a time that the English talk about a great deal now.  It's passed now into the family annals, the volume that you keep in the cupboard and hope your executors will destroy.  Everything that occurred in that long eight months was like an ugly caricature of what had gone before.  It had elements of humour, but you needed to be an American to laugh at it."

Monday, January 3, 2011

Reading for the New Year

So far:
begun last month, finished New Year's Day: Lloyd Jones, Mister Pip.  A teenager on Bougainville Island in Papua New Guinea in the early 1990s hears, then reconstructs, and finally reads Great Expectations, while her village community is corroded by civil war and her mother and a white neighbor who has stepped in to run the local school debate the question: whose existence is more plausible, Pip's or the devil's?
David Simon's non-fiction Homicide, a follow-up to Richard Price's Clockers, which I came to via Simon's HBO series The Wire -- I don't own a television, but thanks to Netflix I'm in the middle of the third season and deeply worried about the future of Stringer Bell and Omar.
Bob Hariman's edited collection Prudence, with stand-out articles by Bob himself, John Nelson, and Maurice Charland.    
An article by Linda Zerilli in a 2005 issue of Political Theory, "'We feel our freedom': imagination and judgment in the thought of Hannah Arendt".
Horace's Satires book 1.
Some Gadamer, on Google books.
Associative thoughts on reading books on Google Preview (copied from Google Preview, of course, because I can't locate the book on my shelves where it's supposed to be): "Yet the most classical narrative (a novel by Zola or Balzac or Dickens or Tolstoy) bears within it a sort of diluted tmesis: we do not read everything with the same intensity of reading; a rhythm is established, casual, unconcerned with the integrity of the text; our very avidity for knowledge impels us to skim or to skip certain passages (anticipated as 'boring') in order to get more quickly to the warmer parts of the anecdote (which are always its articulations: whatever furthers the solution of the riddle, the revelation of fate): we boldly skip (no one is watching) descriptions, explanations, analyses, conversations; doing so, we resemble a spectator in a nightclub who climbs onto the stage and speeds up the dancer's striptease, tearing off her clothing, but in the same order, that is: on the one hand respecting and on the other hastening the episodes of the ritual (like a priest gulping down his Mass)... [The author] cannot choose to write what will not be read.  And yet, it is the very rhythm of what is read and what is not read that creates the pleasure of the great narratives: has anyone ever read Proust, Balzac, War and Peace, word for word?  (Proust's good fortune: from one reading to the next, we never skip the same passages.)"  
I omit the sentences on tmesis, which I read recently, too recently to bother to reread, let alone to retype.

The new year

My work these days revolves around a few big ideas and a cluster of questions that arise from them.  First: I define political thought as how we experience and imagine ourselves living with others, and I believe that a significant part of political action consists in how each of us makes our experiences and the offspring of our imagination comprehensible and valuable to others who may or may not share them.  I think that at least some work in the field academics call "political thought" (which I distinguish from "political philosophy"; the relation to "political theory" is more complicated) should be devoted to understanding how people accumulate experiences of the political, which is to say, how they accumulate experiences of living with others on different levels: the block, the neighborhood, the city, the state, the nation, other parts of the globe, and in their heads, in artworks, books, and movies; and how people imagine politics, in ideal terms and otherwise.  Understanding how images of living together with others are motivated by hatred and fear and desire is just as important to me as understanding normative ideas about justice.  

Since people tend to view relations with others in terms that blend the moral and the aesthetic (I like/don't like her; he seems like a good/indifferent/bad person; she's interesting/boring/intolerable) I think it's important to understand how people's assessments of surfaces relate to their moral judgments, because -- to pursue a metaphor a little too far -- the resulting mix is like a schist, part of the bedrock of the political, with mica-like gleams of hope and pleasure juxtaposed with grey streaks of fear and ignorance.

One of the most interesting aspects of aesthetic experience is that it has the power both to affect you in your current state and to change you out of that state into another state, temporarily or permanently.  This is true of a painting, a concerto, a movie, or a political speech.  I've chosen to spend a lot of time in the last couple of decades concentrating on how literary texts work because I believe that this analysis offers insight into how states of belief are formed and how they change.   I do this work, that is, I ask and think over these questions at my desk, in my office on campus, at bars and dinner parties where I talk with other academics, architects, bankers, writers, and other people in the information world.  I do it at the cinema and the opera and the symphony, where I am led to think about collective experiences of art and many more finer-grained questions of form and content.  For a few hammer-hit-exhausting months early last year, I did it in the Guggenheim museum, as a trained "player" in Tino Sehgal's large conversation-installation, "This Progress."   

And I do it in the classroom.  This blog is named after a course I developed last summer and taught last fall, and which (as usual) I'm reworking in light of its first run.  I'm no stranger to over-commitment and excessively high self-expectations -- you don't succeed unless you try for too much, is my general take on work -- but I hope it will combine brief journal-style notes of what I'm reading and thinking about with occasional longer, more thoughtful posts.